So Different

It is truly amazing how different two pregnancies can be. Hunter's was smooth sailing. From what I remember I had contractions the night before and then the next morning I knew it was time to go to the hospital. Not the case with Mr. Cooper. If you have read any of my posts you know this pregnancy is anything but smooth sailing! So, I have had contractions for at least a week. Today I had back contractions starting at about 4:30 and they were about 2 1/2 to 10 minutes apart. I thought...oh my, this could be it! Before tonight they had puttered out after 2 hours. Tonight Drew and I went to eat...they continued...we went to the mall to walk...they continued...came home and laid down...they continued...So we are now at almost 10:00 and then...they puttered out!!! UUUUGGGGHHHH!!!! I know Mr. C will come when it is time, but I can't even tell you how bad I want him to be here, in my arms, looking at me and me looking at him. This has been an extremely hard 38 weeks emotionally and physically and I am ready for it to come to a wonderful end. I want to know he's okay. I want to thank God for my blessings. I want Hunter to have his brother and my husband to have his son. I want to give all my love to another child. AND I AM READY TO DO IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!